you wonder "why"

hey guys,
this is the first chapter of a new book im working on, hope you like it. give me your thoughts

today i was told something that made my whole entire world come to a standstill, i wont indulge in the details, and i still cant believe it. basically, my parents arent working out. when my mom told me i just stared at her. i couldn't stop staring, truth was i wasnt really seeing her, i was staring at something far away. i didn't cry, didnt talk, i just turned around and went to my room. wierd huh? i sat in my room for what felt like 8 days, but was really only 30 minutes and thought "why?". it was that simple question that made my eyes instantly gloss over and before i knew it, my face was like an ocean. i just sat and cried, and cried, and cried. my mom called me to eat dinner but i had no appetite. i crawled into bed at 6:00pm and looked at my ceiling. once again i wasnt really seeing anything, it was far away. how were we going to get on without dad? my family was always the family that did EVERYTHING together and would be the last family that you would think would have problems. but, everything is not what it seems. i should've read more into the signs but i decided that they werent relevant. them retiring into their room so late at night and arguing, hoping noone could hear. them rarely spending one on one time together. and even them not laughing at eachothers jokes. i couldnt stand them for making me feel like this, for making me cry more than i ever had. why did it have to happen noe? why did it have to happen to my parents? why was i put into this situation? why did i feel like this? why why why why why why why? it's still all i could think about. im not depressed, i feel worse. it's almost like im not feeling. just like i wasnt seeing, i wasnt hearing or smelling. things were kind of just there. almost everything posed as an inanimate object, was i an inanimate object also? was this all just a dream? but no it wasnt. it was indeed my reality.

hey young world

wowww. it's been sometime since i have written here and i am deeply sorry. i've had soo much work to do (god, highschools a trick) and honestly haven't had much time excet for the occasional reading. i wanted to write to ya'll about on of my newly favorited series vampire academy. at first i thought the title of the series was corny (i mean okay, vampire school, just like a bunch of other books i've read) but waoh! this book was sooo much different from wat i excpected. the antagonist, rose, was anything but careful. she was mean, tough, and spoke her mind and thats wat i luv about her. her moroi(read the book to find out) is lissa, who she must defend as a ddhampir, who is EVERYTHING opposite of rose except for the fact that they are shadow kissed. this book is one you MUST READ. and along with this you may wanna read these books also:

1.the truth about forever-SARAH DESSEN
clockwork angel-CASSANDRA CLARE
immortal instruments series-CASSANDRA CLARE
magic in manhatten sereis(I FORGET BUT I BET YOU'LL FIND IT)
the uglies series- (FORGOT)
vampire diaries (although the first book was kinda boring, the rest are great)-(LJ SMITH)
fake boyfriend- KATE BRIAN
it's all about us series- SHELLEY ADINA
read my lips- FORGOT :(
ex-mas:(
ANY BOOK BY JENNIFER ECHOLS, JAMES PATTERSON, ELIZABETH CHANDELR (SUMMER IN THE CITY), SIMON PULSE BOOKS, HARPERTEEN, AND A COUPLE AVON READS!!!!
I WILL KEEP U POSTED ON ANY FUTURE BOOKS I READ AND HOPEFULLY U LUV THEM AS MUCH AS ID O. BYE GUYS